Distant Skies (Damage)

I was staring at myself Frightened and wealemed bu the visions That make my life seem so unreal Somber clouds cover the sky Hiding secrets lost in your eyes But they keep confusing - "Reallity or eternity?" How could I be so ruthless Drowned in a lake of senselessness Sunddenly what I believe fades away Strange ideias fill my head Nothing you do can bring me back Now that my draft is gone Empty years, glory years Sometimes I feel it escapes from my hands Sometimes I want to climb higher And throw myself away Where all those hidden signs That will lead me to distant skies My life isn't what it was before I'm living in a world that I want to ignore