Won't Follow Him (The Old Dead Tree)

Can't you feel That I have changed my mind About my lure of death And suicide I've felt myself really ashamed Since the time I lost one of my best friends And my mind (I) Won't follow him! I think that I would not do some- Thing like that to the people Who protected me when I was younger But I can't really feel some hate My friend was so afraid That he has not realised The pain he would make me feel The pain he would make us feel The pain he would make them feel This wound that can't heal up This mouth that won't shut up Remembering us that he's gone He left this world behind To run away From depression But I can't really forgive