Wish (Much The Same)

Well you're in control and I know it 'Cause I'm miserable again I don't understand how any of this Makes me a better man You know I always run to you For some help with my life You know I always come to you For a little wise advice And all I get is pain Okay, so I'm exaggerating, I'm just saying that's how it seems to me If all good things come to an end, Then what about the bad? Am I cursed to never see the fruits Of the life I wish I had? And can I try, one more time, To be pleasing to you? My futile efforts never seem To make my wish come true What can I do? I'll follow through with all these claims I never cease to make A promise to myself Is one I promise to break But when I have you by my side Then I can do what's right I'll become the co-pilot And you control this flight Then everything will be alright This song's for me A reminder of how I intend my life to be Every word I sing Is an anthem against my own hypocrisy? Let me be free