Guilty (Orange Blue)

Sometimes I wonder where I stand in my life Always remembering what I've been through It's good to have someone to take in the arms and cry When I was feelin' bad I've always wished I had friends like you I've never been in the mood to give up 'Cause there was always something to be done I seemed to be born to be sad in my life I was taught to respect, will I be able to love my wife? I'm guilty, I'm guilty I'm guilty for my life Said I'm guilty I'm so guilty Like I've been guilty every time And life is too short To try to understand I better look for someone Who wants to try to hold my hand Tried out all drugs And be high from nine to five But I can't escape I said, I can't escape from my life That's why I'm guilty, why I'm so guilty I'm guilty of being shy Said I'm guilty, I'm so guilty I'm bad 'cause I don't try No, I've never contradicted And the only one I hate is me But I believe one day I'll be free But I'm guilty, I've been so lonely but still I try, well, I'm trying to make the best of my life I feel so guilty I've been so lonely I'm guilty for my life