Lowdown (Ebony Tears)

Apathy this life is plain boredom No will to live and I couldn't care the fuck less It raped all my dreams and distorted my visions Replaced my joy with sorrow I'm drained on emotions no longer inspired This life has no tomorrow The confusion, what really happened inside my head No solution, sometimes I wonder if we're all dead Break me down just reap what I have sown One last try before the final dawn I reach down inside I take hold of myself To leave this private hell And when everything fails I seek trust in denial Cause life had taught me well Still confusion, what really happened inside my head No solution, sometimes I wonder if we're all dead Dehumanized, Broken More dead than alive, I let go of this world Fucked up inside cause the cuts are to deep Deprived of my life I'm a negative creep Depression had conquered the resistance inside The pain is unreal yet I'm faking a smile Still confusion, what really happened inside my head No solution, sometimes I wonder if we're all dead Dehumanized, Broken More dead than alive, I let go of this world Worn down - dehumanized - no more strength - broken Unreal - more dead than alive - now - I let go of this world