Flawed Design (Stabilo)

When I was a young boy I was honest and I had more self control If I was tempted I would Run Then when I got older I began to lie to get exactly what I wanted when I wanted it And I wanted it Now I'm having trouble differentiating between what I want and what I need to make me Happy So instead of thinking I just act before I have a chance to contemplate the consequence of Action And I will turn off And I will shut down Burying the voices of my conscience hitting ground And I will turn off And I will shut down The chemicals are restless in my head Cause I lie Not because I want to But I seem to need to all the time (need to all the time) Yeah I lie And I don't even know it Maybe this is all a part of my Flawed design And ever since I figured out that I could control other people I've had trouble sleeping with both Eyes closed And if I ask permission if I make sure it's ok I promise I won't slip up this time you can Trust me But never take advice from someone who just admitted to being devious and just confessed to Treason And I would also never ask a question that I cannot ask myself for it might dirty up your Conscience Cause I lie Not because I want to But I seem to need to all the time (need to all the time) Yeah I lie And I don't even know it Maybe this is all a part of my (flawed design) And how can you say those things why can't you just believe And how can you say those things and keep a straight face And how can you say those things why can't we just believe And how can you say those things and keep a straight face And I will turn off And I will shut down Burying the voices of my conscience hitting ground And I will turn off And I will shut down The chemicals are restless in my head Cause I lie Not because I want to But I seem to need to all the time (need to all the time) Yeah I lie And I don't even know it Maybe this is all a part of my (flawed design) Cause I lie And if I could control it Maybe I could leave it all behind (leave it all behind) Yeah I lie And I don't even know it Maybe this is all a part of my Flawed design