Everything (Tapping the Vein)

They Tell Me I Have To Get Out Of Bed They Tell Me I Have To Keep Up My Strength I've Got To Eat Something I'm Hoping That The Taste Will Kill Me I Have Agonized To Find A Different Way And There Is No Soothing For The Boiling Of My Skin There Is No Comfort Here So What If I'm Standing Here? I Still Hurt From My Hair To My Feet I Know This Is Nothing Now But Once It Was Everything They Tell Me I Have To Get Up And Dressed They Tell Me I Have To Start Getting Out I've Got To Keep Busy Maybe Exhertion Will Do Me In I Have Been Defiled A Thousand Different Ways There Is No Pressure For The Hemorraging There Is No Healing Me So What If I'm Walking Now? I Still Burn Every Time That I Breathe I Know This Is Nothing Now But Once It Was Everything It Rips Me From My Dreams I Swear I Hear Your Voice I Run From Room To Room To Find You So What If I'm Walking Now? I Still Burn Every Time That I Breathe I Know This Is Nothing Nothing To Me This Is Everything