Alone (Inmoria)

IS THIS FOR REAL OR IS IT JUST ANOTHER FANTASY THAT I'M LIVING IN TRAPPED IN THIS NIGHTMARE THEY CALL LIFE I AM BLINDED BY MY HATE I CAN'T TAKE IT NOW MORE LOCKED UP WITH THE SHADOWS WITHIN I CAN HEAR THEM WHISPER I CAN HEAR THEM CALLING THEY PREACH THE WORDS OF WISDOM BUT THE WORDS JUST FADE AWAY AND DIE IT FEELS LIKE I'M LOOSING MY MIND CAUSE THE SHADOWS WITHIN TELLS ME HOW TO END MY LIFE SUICIDE IS THE ONLY WAY FOR ME DON'T TRY TO SAVE ME CAUSE I ONLY WANNA DIE NOW IT'S TIME FOR ME TO SAY GOODBYE IT'S TIME FOR ME TO CLOSE MY EYES AND FALL I DON'T WANNA BE ALIVE I DON'T WANNA BE APART OF THIS ANYMORE WHY DON'T THEY LEAVE ME ALONE DON’T WANNA LIVE WHEN I'M ALIVE WHY DON'T THEY LEAVE ME ALONE DON'T WANNA FACE ANOTHER LIE ALL ALONE I'M SURROUNDED BY SILENCE I HEAR THEM CALL MY NAME I HEAR THEM PREACH THE WORDS THEY SAY I MUST BELIEVE THEY SAY I CAN'T GO ON LIKE THIS THEY NEVER LEAVE ME ALONE I AM NOT AFRAID TO TAKE THE FINAL STEP AND CLOSE MY EYES FOREVER WHAT IS LEFT FOR ME TO DO EXCEPT TAKING MY OWN LIFE AND LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND