The Gift Of Discernment (Byzantine)

I'm drowning in darkness Someone, shine a light on me. Fixated on the outcome of all Death whispers denouement The end is clear to me Coping with sorrow I splinter the last straw It's been a long sad day And this will only make it worse As devils whisper angels pray This gift will only be a curse So this must be my hell but I can not discern I set sail for Charon my soul the river Styx will burn It's been a long sad day And this will only make it worse As devils whisper angels pray This gift will only be a curse Fire in the hole and glory be to God Disregard the soul beneath a foot a sod Oh, God. Bane of my existence and crux of my dismay Soul backed into a gaping hole day by day By day, by day, by day, by day I'm washed in the misery bathing the soma I pray for your mercy to vanquish this coma