Dreaming (Heavy Load)

I've had the strangest feelings in my time Trying so hard to make out what's in my line Many times I've been crying all alone Been afraid of my own life, is it my own Dreaming of a better time Dreaming of a life that's mine When my time is over it has past Who will be crying on my grave, what will last Taking bad time just for the good all the way I have to live it, 'cause life is mine today Dreaming of a better time Dreaming of a life that's mine I'm loving life in spite of all the pain I have to live 'cause my time is just today Feeling that life is running out of time I know it's taking from me what is mine Dreaming of a better time Dreaming of a life that's mine