Dark Turns Black (Demigod)

Dead in my dark memory When did I die? Nearly lost grip for my life I've opened my eyes I feel regret for being struck Since my sorry birth I am done with the memory Of this life I had From the depths of self pity I rise above everything I'm now one with the liberty To control my head I drowned my boiling emotions Feeding unconscious I've reached the surface finally Not knowing the outcome Why crawl when life turns an option From the deepest hatred No rest from thoughts unspeakable My treacherous dawn From the depths of self pity I rise above everything I'm now one with the liberty To control my head My mind works intensively Perspective narrows I can focus on one thing When dark turns black I've found outlet for my soul For what is inside I hate everything and everyone In my pride of rage From the depths of self pity I rise above everything I'm now one with the liberty To control my head Tell me am I human anymore Can I feel like this? I will never turn my other side again So you'd better turn yours