Secret Curse (The Dismemberment Plan)

Secret curse Anonymous hex on flavorless food and terrible sex A day of no rhythm a night of no rest And i do not know what sin i have not confessed Secret curse Terrible blight i'm deafened by sound and blinded by light Caught when i flee and beat when i fight and i'm cocky when wrong And timid when right and i don't know what crimes have yet to come to light But it's getting worse Indelible mark, tired at noon, wired at dark A terrible bite, but never a bark, i don't know what else i can do I don't know who you are... please, i'm sorry Secret curse Unwashable stain, ugly when bold, boring when plain Stricken with pleasure and taken with pain And i'm nervous and lost and i can not refrain Secret curse Unsingable song, melody weird, getting it wrong Pussy when tender and brutal when strong And i'm losing my friends as we're getting along And i really do try to run that fast and long but it gets there first Invisible eye, sad if i laugh, mad if i cry Screwed if i live, screwed if i die I try and i try and i don't know what else i can do