Illumination (Rishloo)

Violent spinning darkness Disaster unrestrained Whispers of the ravaged, lost behind the rain He lands among the fallen Pushes out an empty hand Shuts his eyes and turns away Screaming out against the end Tonight I cannot rest because I ache Tomorrow brings the agony of day To sleep perchance to dream of all that's lost And all the things we'll never get to say In the echoes of anger Brought from silence too late In this moment of disaster There's a clarity To hate Now his days are empty, lonely lost and grey She spends too many hours just trying not to break Down before the others Who will never know their pain Or the endless years of nightmares That never go away Tonight I cannot rest because I ache Tomorrow brings the agony of day To sleep perchance to dream of all that's lost And all the things we'll never get to say In the echoes of anger Brought from silence too late In this moment of disaster There's a clarity To hate Why? Won't someone tell me why? repeated) Won't someone tell me why (repeated) Why? I hate to remember, but I can't forget I hate to remember, I just can't forget I hate to remember this is all I have left I hate to remember 'cause I'm tired of this shit and I ache