Your Graduation (Modern Baseball)

It's been a day or years of me thinkin' 'bout you everyday Sometimes for hours, sometimes in passing Saw you from the bottom of the staircase Stood out for hours as you complained About how you haven't seen your friends yet That you're too drunk to stand and You not knowing if you can love him forever Bullshit you fucking miss me There I said it I guess I'll talk to you in a few months Sitting drunk on the sidewalk I guess I'll get up I guess I'll go for a walk Brushed my shoes against the pavement I swear this has gotta be the hundredth Time I thought of you tonight You weren't the only one Who thought of us that way I spend most nights awake Wide awake I never thought that I Oh I would see the day Where I'd just let you go Let you walk away Where I let you walk away Once you call You crook, called you a bandit There ain't no other good damn reason why Why I would even go missing For so many months so I was wishing that you That you would stop pretending Remember all those countless nights When I told you I loved you And you'd never forget it Oh just forget it You weren't the only one Who thought of us that way I spend most nights awake Wide awake I never thought that I Oh I would see the day Where I'd just let you go Let you walk away Where I let you walk away You weren't the only one Who thought of us that way I spend most nights awake Wide awake I never thought that I Oh I would see the day Where I'd just let you go Let you walk away Go ahead and walk away