Alex In Wonderland (This Time Next Year)

If you're walking home tonight, say your prayers keep to the streetlights. I know I'm on your mind with the worst intentions. I'm working up the guts to say you weren't enough. Fuck what your friends will say; I never was about you anyway. And I know it's not me; your ruse and cigarettes, your lack of sensibility. So let go, forget me; you're lost just like the rest and not taking my stability. You're love's pariah, her renegade; I know it's not in my head. You're a walking disaster, you need to grow up. I wish you nothing more. It's bad enough that every day I can't wake up and sing along to songs about me. I'm working up the guts to say you weren't enough. Fuck what your friends will say, Alex is a boys name anyway. And I know it's not me; your ruse and cigarettes, your lack of sensibility. So let go, forget me; you're lost just like the rest and not taking my stability. You're love's pariah, her renegade; I know it's not in my head. You're a walking disaster, you need to grow up. I wish you nothing more. I won't be the only one that lets you down. You've shown your true colors. You've lied to yourself, now there's no boy at you is door. I'm jaded, so jaded, and I wish you nothing more you're a walking disaster if I knew one.