Diary Of A Battered Child (Dystopia)

smack! my head hits the wall dont know why this is happening to me a role model for me in this world "do as i say and not as i do" another slap across my face just to show me that you care how can i fucking love you? what love do you have to share? none! someday theres gonna be hell to pay for treating your son this way you cant take my dignity without destroying your love for me and you wonder why i hate your fucking guts no time left for apologies fuck you grown apart from you im told that i am stupid you taught me all i know that im so fucking worthless and that my lives a joke curled up in a ball is how i spent my fucking life i tremble in fear and im bloody and i cant stop the tears from flooding my eyes what have i done to deserve the agony you call love i got a broken arm and stitches while other kids got kisses and hugs love / abuse ever since i was born i get them confused you never cared you never will when i die dont come to my funeral