X-Ray Eyes (Guster)

To clear the conscience of who I am I break the silence that keeps it all in I've given you everything I wish you knew I did it for me, I didn't do it for you I looked her way with x-ray eyes And she looked like she was not even there Preserving the things that I have kept from you Didn't give them away when you had asked me to You're pointing at me and how do I reply? I smash your fingers and drag you away Cannot deny that I had planned this I only gave 'til I was done Fallen on me this happy ending I know I was awake and she was numb But when she started to leave Finally started to leave Then she looked like she was not even there