Somebody (Blue October)

So you dropped me Held me by my feet and let me go I fell between the seat, but nothing broke I've yet to feel that brilliant afterglow The one I knew of years ago Now I'm twisted Twisted from the waist and spun around Promised only sky but given ground Realized the makeup is for a clown The clown I knew of months ago I only wanted to be somebody So fucking bad, I came unglued I only wanted to be somebody So here we are now, face to face And I'm fucking you So you caught me! Wishing I were better than the rest You hit me and left bruises on my chest And when I wouldn't cheat I spit upon your test The test I tore up weeks ago And now my fist is My fist is for your face to cock the jaw When I begin to rise, you start to fall Now you know how it feels to drop the ball The ball I threw back days ago I only wanted to be somebody So fucking bad, I came unglued I only wanted to be somebody So here we are now, face to face And I'm fucking you So I'll just stand right here for now I should have won, but how? I break a smart ass grin Who let the loser win? Let's break a smart ass grin Let's let the losers win!