The Weight (Shawn Mendes)

I wanna to go back, forget that it's over Paint it in black, when you left me alone I never knew, she was sleeping next door With the kid I grew up with, and I can't go back to her anymore, no You tell me you were happier with him, you want me to stay And you tell me that you needed time but you pushed me away And when you try to take me back, my heavy heart just breaks No, I can't lift the weight Put you in the past, try to forget you cause it's over And every time you ask I'll pretend I'm okay You're inside my head In the middle of the night when I don't feel right I dream I can hold you, and I can't go back to you anymore, yeah, yeah You tell me you were happier with him, you want me to stay And you tell me that you needed time but you pushed me away And when you try to take me back, my heavy heart just breaks But, I can't lift the weight, and I can't lift the weight And I can't lift the weigh, no I can't lift the weight Yeah, you stand on my shoulders and my heart just breaks And I can't lift the weigh, no I can't lift the weight Yeah, you stand on my shoulders and my heart just breaks And I can't lift the weigh, no I can't lift the weight Yeah, you lower your standards and I raise the stakes And I can't lift the weigh, no I can't lift the weight You tell me you were happier with him but you want me to stay And you tell me that you needed time but you, you pushed me away And when you try to take me back, my heavy heart just breaks But, I can't lift the weight, and I can't lift the weight You tell me you were happier with him, you want me to stay You told me that you needed time but you, you push me away And when you try to take me back, Say someday you will change, but I don't wanna wait