Moving To Seattle (The Material)

I can smell it on the pavement It's about to rain And you can feed me all the pills you want But you cannot stop the pain Am I forcing my hand to write this down Today is the day I finally realized That I can't rely on anyone except myself So you think you understand me You're so anxious to evaluate Maybe I'm well Maybe I'm fine Maybe I'm in love Am I forcing my hand to write this down Today is the day I finally realized That I can't rely on anyone except myself Don't just stand there, it's about to rain You were never one to worry. Maybe my dreams are just more interesting Than my reality All this time See it through my eyes Am I forcing my hand Am I forcing my hand