Eighty Six (Silent Screams)

It's so hard to hold on My heart is beating faster than ever before Shut the fuck up You've dragged this on for too fucking long I'm trying so god damn hard Not to give up I can't go on Being this miserable And insecure Again and again I fall back to nothing No hands to reach And it's leaving me drowning This has to mean something There's got to be more to this I'm sick of feeling everything that I can't explain Breaking down Whilst breaking away I am surrounded Still completely alone And if I never give up Will it ever be good enough Build up these walls Just to have them knocked back down Fuck Pull me up Have you seen me living this nightmare Seen me in agony? 'Cause I see no other I see no other for a helping hand It seems we got to find our way alone I think I need a sign Or I wont make it past the morning light I just need something I just need someone To show me it's gonna be alright It's gonna be just fine