Ruin Me (Shiloh)

Drawings of a happy place Pictures of a joyful face The reality of the hell I've made All I ever had slowly desecrate And I look out my window Not thinking of my mistakes Everything is all good What else can I create to ruin me Porcelain dolls on a dirty shelf The memory of my old self All the things I've done to make it worse The impulsive mind that completes my curse And I look out my window Not thinking of my mistakes Everything is all good What else can I create to ruin me Picture frames with no photographs I don't ever think of the after math Don't know why I hurt, all the ones I love All this pain I caused, fits me like a glove And I look out my window Not thinking of my mistakes Everything is all good What else can I create A confused mind, a broken soul Good or bad, I'm not one of those A confused mind, a broken soul Good or bad, I'm not one of those I look out my window In the face of my mistakes Everything has gone bad What else can I create to ruin me To ruin me... can't let this ruin me