Security (Attica Blues)

Reality has checked my me Time is expecting what i've been rejecting for so long My body is calling, energy level is falling, And i've found i'm not as strong as i used to be Is it all about security? I need to provide to stay alive, Build a future,build a home 10 years from now thime will run out Just want to slow bad time down But 10 years ago felt like yesterday, Now a family seems so far away want to fit more in But don't get me wrong - responsibility isn't a bad thing Am i judging men by how they'd father my children, Rather than for who they are The only thing i'd imagine hasn't really worked out the way i thought, And the only thing my life has brought is uncertainty Is it all about security? Thought one day i'd wake to be a woman Thought one day i'd wake to be a woman Thought one day i'd just wake to be a woman Is it all about security? Security