Poisons (Too Close To Touch)

Take a breath and a break to clear this bitter taste that's in my mouth To fight the fear of all we've thrown away Still I lie here awake, with a chest so vacant Sense of hope that our loves just latent And I'm tired of just pretending, we'll ever have a perfect ending How could you give up on us, give up on me And its killing me, how you willingly You found somebody else along the way, and you know that it's true If you wouldn't suffocate your head with what your heart misread, you'd see it all so clear Swallow those lies, til it dies of the same old causes Hope to God, that I cut your losses But I swear, I'm done pretending Its never going to be the same, again We clench our teeth to hide the truth, our tongues can taste the words they fail to speak Fail to speak the truth Maybe I'm wrong, maybe I'm selfish Say that I lose the things I love Drown it all out, leaving me breathless Keeping me safe til I wake up Say what you want, you did this for fun I know what you've done And its killing me, how you willingly You found somebody else along the way (3x) I know that it's true