Komodia (Dreams of Sanity)

I was down and I found no need to live Walked around with the moonlight guiding me Met a man who was sitting by a tree Went to him and asked him: "Won't you help me please!" So the man looked up and stared at me His eyes bore wisdom and relief His lips didn't move as I heard him speak What I heard I felt in me - "You're doomed eternally!" "If you want to lift this curse of yours, Leave your home and walk the distant woods, See (the) Inferno and the Paradise, See the beast and god with your own eyes." "Where to go and whom to ask", I screamed - Wrung my hands in hate and agony - "I'm alone no one's here to follow me! I'm scared and lonely - and I'm doomed eternally!" But the man just looked away and smiled As he slowly faded before my eyes, Left alone but with an aim to live Went the moon to follow as a guide to my release. The evening As the night fell down across the land, a man comes to his house. A lonely house for no one waits - no children cry, no children's cries. He takes off his clothes and goes to bed, his mind's so numb - his mind's so Dumb. As he sloses his eyes he wishes to die (to) die in his peaceful sleep - in his Sleep. The dream Embedded in a velvet heart of jasmine roses in the dark. The light of sunrise kissing minds to wake the sleeper in the night. 'Wake up you (- you) dazzled troll - for you enface a bleeding hour, Where all your sins in pain will leave the veils of mind to set you free.' I dropped my mask on to the ground of deserted wasteness in the sand. But where it fell a flower bloomed she smiled at me - we were alone. But as the spring to summer fell of april's healing, blessing rain, The desert round me gave it's life to plenty colors full of light. So where i went the flowers bloomed, the birds they sang a lovely tune. The children looked and smiled at me ' This man was born a king to be' The virgings with their herbal spice, they kissed my face to say goodnight. The holy mother bowed her head mumbling: 'Do not forget this could be life and Not a dream' The mother raised the dagger high, and blessed by the wells in her eyes, I opened my chest to heart my lies to accept the judgement of her knife. The morning And so the lonely man with no will to stay wakes up in the morning. Hi mind is gray the fog will stay forever in his head. He puts on his clothes, he tries to forget his boring life - his boring life. He can't remember the dream he just had - no one will remember his life! Isn't it a strange thing that all the roads - along I'm wandering are leading into nowhere's land. A life of no memories a stony hidden place A world grown apart from what my mind refused to see. People dying while they're living Sometimes they were never born. If you never ask the questions You'll never (have to) fear the answers I cannot tell you right from wrong I have to leave this greyness walls (so) believe me now and follow later - things are never what they seem to be to me - what they seem to be to me alone. For he went on to seek his life - Komodia Or infernos and of paradise - Komodia So it has to end as it began - Komodia So did I wake thou slumbering feeble And did I shake the sleeping fool Thoust thou think you would have escaped? Yours shall not be reality! Long we've waited in these woods And talked about our long lost son. We knowyou never are to make A heavenly normal happy life. We've watched your steps since early days. And sent to you the old wise man. To break the curse you laid on yourself. We've come again to save your mind. Memories form Satan's roaring laughter and smiles Beatrice! Virgil! My long lost friends. The fog has hidden our memories of the days When Dante was another man. And now to you my charming guides As I once lay my trust in you I still shall follow your command Take my hands to guide a fool. To guide you to the wicked one To lead you into paradise Was a simple task to do Compared to what awaits (you now) You have to find your aim in life You have to find your way. You woke me up and brought to me The memories of my shining past Don't leave me now - guide my way For I've been lonely far too long. You will assemble your state of mind The one where you were still a child. Remember when you saw the moon And followed him along. The last thing I ask of you to do As for I have to walk alone Is just to kiss my face again And say goodbye and not goodnight! Our hearts are with you every day But leave us now to find your way. Walking through the unknown woods The angels fell asleep (that night) But my steps were firm and strong (As they were) in the light of day. I held my eyes straight in the dark To scare the beasts that cross my way There'll never be a widing road That stops my quest and ends my prayers. I know until the judgement day When all the seas gone dry There will never be another one Who's lonelier than I. I saw (the) inferno and (the) paradise I saw the beast and heard it's lies I heard the sirens sing their songs I still don't know my way. I wandered as I always did A sphere of darkness followed me As I saw a clearing light That marked the end of all (my journeys). And as I entered the place of light A bird appeared before my eyes And it twittered brightly into my ear "Your aim is death, your grave stands here!" So I lie down in the grass Relax my arms my feet my heart The burdens of my quest are gone Now I know where I belong! Now I know my way!