The Beginning That Lies (Dreams of Sanity)

I welcome you - my spark - come light me! Start beating now - you heart of mine! Electrify my humble being Fall dreaming into this well of life. For all around these endless whispers Are there to keep me safe and warm Embedded in eternal humming Never again I'll feel so calm My world is water - it's there to warm me. Within her darkness no one can harm me. With this spasms of the world Sur/pressed into the world The bitter taste of reddish eyes In sweat and tears between her thighs Within this spasms of my soul My body lost her soothing calm I heard her distant fainting beat I took a breath - to start to scream. My world was water - just there to warm me. Within her darkness no one could harm me. Where are you now - you spark - that lit me? To start this torturing heart of mine? To click the clock that ticks and tingles While falling into what they call life. And how I miss those endless whispers Surrounding me holding me warm So deep within perpetual humming - Never again I've felt so calm. Sometimes when I await sleep The memories that lie so deep Flood up and then I start to cry When I recall how I started to die.