Every Time I Speak (Hoku)

I don't believe in true love I am alone by nature I did not want to let you in So why does it feel so classic Like some romantic story Now that you're underneath my skin Every time I speak I speak to you Every time I reach I reach out for you baby Every time I breathe I feel your heart beating next to mine Is it real What I feel This time I am distracted often Running to meet you somewhere Hoping the flowers never die And then you leave me breathless Rushing to look in the mirror Surprised to see the face is mine So what is wrong with me I know I should be happy I don't feel right in my own skin I'm just waiting for this whole damn thing to end All I can think about Is how I can just get out Love is maddening Love is maddening