Already Dead (Radke Ronnie)

I'm already dead Uh, I wasted time I'm already gone, uh Said goodbye Will we be the only one Sulkin' in the sun Takin' it slowly? And, if I'm not your only one Then I'm done bein' your soulmate, ahh Welcome to my world; a big ball of stress Nevertheless, I am dressed for the occasion Situation's complicated, I guess Yes, it's all a mess Everybody's always up in my shit Bitches trip, throwin' shit like a gymnast And friendships end over shit, like I'm sea sick Shit, is it somethin' I said? Somethin' I did? Is it all in my head? Why does this happen to happen to me? Why can't I always be happy instead? The only time I'm great's when I'm on the stage Gettin' praise, ragin' like a beast trapped in a cage Gettin' taunted with a raw stick-slap in the face Goin' ape shit on the world, like I'm Planet of the Apes And I know, and I know And I know our own lie This won't be forever But I will, but I will But I will survive... I'm already dead Uh, I wasted time I'm already gone, uh Said goodbye Will we be the only one Sulkin' in the sun Takin' it slowly? And, if I'm not your only one Then I'm done bein' your soulmate, ahh Welcome to my hell; where no one should be The place I go every time I'm on the phone With my baby mama screamin' at me And this shit sucks, and I wanna give up But I can't, and I won't When the goin' gets tough And it cuts to the core, like I swore to the gut So I shove my feelings to the floor, and I run Fuck, it's time to go Yellin' and screamin', you know how it goes I'm always leavin', you blow up my phone I'm tired of fighting and losing control Damn, I'm a dad I never said I'd make a good one, it's sad It truly bothers I can't be a father Because you hate me so much, I can't stand And I know, and I know And I know our own lie This won't be forever But I will, but I will But I will survive... I'm already dead Uh, I wasted time I'm already gone, uh Said goodbye Will we be the only one Sulkin' in the sun Takin' it slowly? And, if I'm not your only one Then I'm done bein' your soulmate, ahh If I'm supposed to be 'that man' And I'm supposed to be 'that guy' Then why the fuck am I stuck in a rut? I'm a schmuck, motherfucker, and I should try Huh? I should die?... Bitch, and you wonder why I never call it right, cause I'm always on the opposite side of the funk In a die-or-form vibe Alright, I admit it I got a price, I get it I'ma use a woman as a object, it's a problem A continent's worth of honest livin' I can't help it, though It's in my face at every show With the combination bein' raised in a place When every woman bounced, just the way it goes (Just the way it goes...) [x9] Will we be the only one? (One, one, o-one) (What?) Just the way Will we be the only one, one? (Ahh) Just the way (Yeah, it's just the way it goes) Just the way it goes [x3] (Yeah, yeah, yeah, it's just the way it) Just the way it goes, just the way it--Uh!...