Return (Rattle Bucket)

WHAT IF I WANNA GO BACK BUT ALL I KNOW IS THAT I WANNA HURT YOU I´VE TRIED TO FIND MYSELF AND MOVE I WANNA STOP YOU, YOU… YOU WERE SOMETHING LIKE AN ANGEL IN MY EYES FOR YOU I HAVE TO PAY FOR YOU WERE SOMETHING LIKE A BEAST I WANTED TO DIE I WANNA STOP YOU, YOU… STOP YOU, YOU… DON´T WANT TO KILL MYSELF STOP YOU… IT´S ONLY LIES ONLY HATE I´M LIKE DYING WORM BUT STILL WAITING I FEEL NOW IT´S NOT SO BAD I WANNA SEE THE WORLD REAL… WHAT IF I WANNA GO BACK BUT ALL I DO IS THAT I WANNA HURT YOU I´AM TRYING TO FIND MYSELF AND MOVE I WANNA STOP YOU, YOU… YOU WERE SOMETHING LIKE AN ANGEL IN MY EYES FOR YOU I HAVE TO PAY FOR YOU WERE SOMETHING LIKE A BEAST I WANTED TO DIE I WANNA STOP YOU, YOU… WHAT IF I FEEL THAT EVERYTHING´S KILLING ME WHAT IF I BLEED. BLOOD FROM MY SOUL SO I WANT TO FIND A WAY I FORGET THE PAST THAT WAS BEFORE I FEEL FAITH FOREVER I´M TRYING TO HOLD MY SOUL AND PRAY I WANT TO FIND A WAY I FORGET THE PAST THAT WAS BEFORE I FEEL FAITH FOREVER NOW I DON´T CARE I DON´T CARE NOW I WANNA GO I WANNA GO PLEASE DON´T KEEP ME I WANNA GO PLEASE DON´T KILL ME, KILL ME…… KILL ME I´M DONE..