Back Home (Junior Doctor)

I spend a lot of my time drinking But I have to say I've spend more thinking Of what we could be And I'm not sure where to go now Cause lately every time I close my eyes I picture you and me And I keep trying to run away, cause being here is killing me I've never felt so alone I'll never forget her I gave up everything we had, and went out on my own When the drugs never get me high enough And this alcohol goes down so rough I keep trying but I can't let her go And I just wanna go back home If only I could swallow my pride Instead of trying to hide all this pain that I've been in My nights could be less cold and lonely Cause lately every time I close my eyes, I picture you with him Trapped motionless here, I wish I hadn't turned into this For so long I thought if there's one thing I knew Of all the things I would miss You'd be the last on that list But I found out what I miss the most is you