Angry Neurotic Catholics (Carnivore)

I'm suffering from depression The anger turned within What do I gain for all my pain Perhaps I seat in heaven? Don't do what you want Do what you're though right Your life is built on paranoia and guilt Don't forget your Valium to night The agony I must endure My mind is painful and swells The punishment for what I've done Is forever the paints of Hell How come what is natural Has to be a sin? Why would God give me this urge If I cannot give in? They say don't give up That Jesus loves me But there are something he doesn't forgive And am there fare worthless And I don't deserve to live I went down into my dazement Confused and depressed Put Black Sabbath on Razor blade on hand A Wilkinson I think Ten slashes on each arm My only wrong doing Was being born human And following my instincts I never was happy I never was save So I shall be extinct The last I am pure Witness my sanguine penance I don't need anyone My souls been set free Death is total independence Stand up straight Stomach in Shoulders back Sound off Angry neurotic Catholics It's a sin Angry neurotic Catholics It's a sin