Waiting On Your Fall (Venin Noir)

Almost catching the spirit again Recovering my deeds done in vain All the tears that I have shed When my ways were all misled Have shown me the other face of fate Have taught me the real meaning of hate Colliding truth and dreams - reality is worse than it seems Searching, never finding the touch of God on my face The moment I died is written on the wall: a picture of me waiting on your fall Almost reaching the silence again It keeps surrounding me until I surrender Thoughts bringing kindness and anger Both life and death embrace me together Shall I decide the side I'm in forever? Always at war with my conscience breathing the losses of existence Building reasons to believe the lie Words smell like past - shall I speak my last forging limits to my private sky could not be that fast - afterlife's one more test