Mute (Scars of Life)

All these years you turned your back on me It took time but I know just what this means And I feel so small when you take it all you push me away when its said and done all this shit aint fun I'll still be here I've tried so hard to talk to you Lend an ear is something you can't do Im here and Im standing tall but I feel so god damn hollow your ways, engrave, my brain, I follow my lips are sown up tight to stop the words I'll tell you My life, this time, I feel torn inside I wanna take my fist and crush your perfect face! I will, one day, I will un-mute the pain and then you'll see What you've made..and hate Why did you beat me down, why did you leave me here why did you push me away, you taught me how to fear I've never said these things I hide I hold these fucked up thoughts inside