Lost (The Slapdash)

Am I growing Dumb Or just getting old Am I getting numb Or just growing up Do I speak because I've been told Or was I told to shut up Am I doing my best Or am I just losing my mind Am I here at the god's behest Or do I walk amongst the blind Will I find that there's still time Or will time still be running out Life's a game Life's a game It's a shame It's a shame No one to blame No one to blame When you're falling down Roll the dice Roll the dice Play it nice Play it nice You'll pay the price You'll pay the price You've lost your crown I'm low on hope My faith, soon gone I feel no love I've lost control I cannot cope It won't be long 'Til I've lost it all Do I see it all Or just what you choose to show me How can I trust in you After all the lies you've told me Should I forgive and forget Or live to regret that I forgive thee How could I want for your love Why should I hope for your love Knowing that your love would kill me Knowing that your love would kill me Will I find that there's still time Or will time still be running out You can't win You can't win Life's a sin Life's a sin An once you're in An once you're in There's no way out Got control Got control It'll rape your soul Rape your soul Your life unfolds Life unfolds So full of doubt I'm low on hope Life's a game Roll the dice... I'm low on hope Have I lost it all