Ascension (Totalselfhatred)

Longing for the way out To bathe in the blinding light Golden fields Wither To dust under my steps Through these endless catacombs of life Do i wander, do i stride Silently leaping into the nothingness Sheltered within myself Desert of desolation Barren land all i can see Throw sand into my eyes And i'll rinse them with knowledge Rain of grieving angels Awakens the sleeping life In a Mirage the glare of GOD On stony steps i breathe suffering Ascending from the sin of convention Rising Breathing the pain Climbing and fighting For the highest gain!