Complicated (Heavens to Betsy)

i don't know how to be good to you you're too close and you know it too nobody has a good enough excuse i'm just fucked up and so are you i love you so much you could hurt me so i do it first so you won't see me laugh it off and i don't feel it hard as rocks and nails underneath hardly anyone is sincere all i know is anger that is real i barely know how true goodness feels i don't even know how to feel i know i built walls around i'm begging you to knock them down but yours are just as big and mean as mine tight defenses and we draw the line if you want to go just go just go just go just go and i'll watch you walk away if you want to go just go just go just go just go and i'll watch you walk away i'll die if you go just go just go just go and i'll watch you walk away stop everything stop all of these fucked up games oh oh promise me we'll be good to each other promise me i need it signed sealed and delivered stop everything or my heart will break my pride isn't worth it help me this is hurting if you want to go just go just go just go just go and i'll watch you walk away i'll die if you go just go just go just go and i'll watch you walk away super girl she isn't real i thought i could fly alone but i can't even get off the ground i don't know what else to say i don't want to push you away and i need your help today i can't get off the ground today