Reflections (InDirections)

For so long I've hid behind the words I've said Over and over I hear the same song in my head These words that reached so many, lost their meaning to me Someways I forget who I'm meant to be These words that reached so many, lost their meaning to me Someways I forget who I'm meant to be I don't know how much more I can take But it's not over yet I feel like I'm on the edge and I'm breaking down Why does this have to be so damn difficult? Like I haven't tried enough Looking at myself I wonder just how I got this far With every single step I take, it's just another mistake to you Some day I'll make a change I don't understand how all this pain could fit in one chest I guess I buried all the the memories to rest I've been drowning with all my demons I've been drowning I can't even breath I've been drowning with all my demons I've been drowning I can't even breath For so long I've hide behind the words I've said Over and over I hear the same song in my head These words that reached so many lost their meaning to me Someways I forget who I'm meant to be But it's not over yet I feel like I'm on the edge and I'm breaking down Why does this have to be so damn difficult? Like I haven't tried enough Looking at myself I wonder just how I got this far