Apprehensive Respect (Vedonist)

Standing naked at the edge of former order The world known from unimportant memories I fall silent with the sense of boundless alienation Uncertainty undermines my further existence Spreading in my heart the unbearable longing For the laws of concentration camps The time of dehumanization and contempt was my time The time of formulating thoughts, steering the potential The time of barbed wires and crematory glow was our time The time of deeming values, receiving attitudes My outlook distorted in immaturity Moulded by inhuman times and acts Fights with the common consciousness of crime The world of mass genocide and murderous work The world of ruthless executioners and gas chambers The world of ubiquitous punishments and hunger terror With the apprehensive respect I considered as mine Being overwhelmed by the restored reality I look apathetically for my own fate In the lost world of reversed Decalogue