Trainwreck (Blackwood Sarah)

this is not what I expected to become the colored water is draggin' me down oh each and every time I say that this will be the last but it becomes a lie my urges deeply bury in the past the sun comes up and my night starts to close in one more line and I'm scared this will be it just let me off this ride cause somehow I keep takin' one more try substance blinds me to a point where I don't know right from wrong and I'm riskin' it thinkin' bout the ones I hurt and what I could become well I'm close to it I'm afraid of it take this knot put it somewhere else so I can breathe will I ever get back up to a place where I can breathe? just let me off this ride cause evil's tellin' me just one more line watch the sun go down again watch my friends all drown again and I could join them it'd be a pleasure in my veins until the devil shows up at the door and starts to play our game suddenly, I've become so weak and suddenly, I'm in too deep he discovers me oh the devil in disguise and he teases me but I can't see through his eyes no I can't see through his eyes no I can't see through his eyes no I can't see through his eyes just let me off this ride cause evil's tellin' me just one more line please get me off this ride cause if I hit that I don't think I'll survive