In Perfection (Cipher System)

This is the beginning of the end From this point on and on Nothing will ever be the same again My life is going its own way, running its own race I need structure, I need belief Now I can't find a single word... speechless Now I can't find a single emotion... numb How can I get my life back...dead? Stranded I am Trapped I feel Defeated by time My mind still stands here Twisting, turning and changing it all Reforming me into something I don't recall I wanna set things straight I wanna make things clear This is who I am This is what I feel This is how I die Now I can't find a single word... speechless Now I can't find a single emotion... numb How can I get my life back...dead?