State Unknown (Cipher System)

I purify, I cleanse myself through chaos and my soul runs cold I purify, I cleanse myself through chaos and my body breaks down I sustain, I cleanse myself and I remain but not the same Even stronger that it once appeared Also weaker I realize Electric meanings screamed, all at once, all at me nourishing on my reactions Mechanical lies spoken, great great lies told to us, powerless without our trust Am I sacred, am I holy, the face I fear is my own The doctors words: state unknown Incorrect growing, actual birth, speeding up Me, myself, my framework collapsed inside Under the withering surface there's nothing left to see Nothing left to seek, nothing left at all So you leave me alone Electric meanings screamed, all at once, all at me nourishing on my reactions Mechanical lies spoken, great great lies told to us, powerless without our trust Am I sacred, am I holy, the face I fear is my own The doctors words: state unknown