Living Hell (Until Rain)

I woke up, where am I? Can’t remember a thing What do I feel? How did I come to this? Addiction, needles burning my skin, The lights around me are so dim The substance is in my blood. I feel it inside Oh sweet relief of death where are you? Release this dark chain from my heart Carry me with you Now I see, I finally understand What was lost, entering this cell? Dreaming of her, craving for the end... I wanna escape from living this hell This living hell Paralyzed, alone, Standing still I can sense the emptiness surround me Just because I can’t feel Doesn’t mean I don’t care Sitting in this dark and empty room Can’t move, can’t shed a tear Can’t breathe, I’m trapped in here My fragile eyes wide shut Drifting off this endless road This game for me is lost Now I see, I finally understand What was lost, entering this cell? Dreaming of her, craving for the end... I wanna escape from living this hell This living hell Gazing up at the vague sky The sun is setting on me But what an irony, God You are always smiling at me Can’t move, can’t shed a tear Can’t breathe, I’m standing still This is my own demise Never imagined it would end well