State Of Putrefaction (Visceral Bleeding)

Body in a state of putrefaction I don't know what's taking over control of my mind Scars and bruises covering my torso Brain is feeling mushy, I can't hold a single thought Body in a state of putrefaction It is like I am dead but still alive Deep inside me I can feel it taking over Growing stronger by the minute I'm gradually falling into pieces Big festering wounds are starting to appear all over me Obscure, defect My dried out skin starting to crack up Exposing my flesh, grotesque pain End this life... I must kill myself I can't stand to rot away This time I will succeed Succeed to end this painful nightmare Leave this rotted body behind My wish for death has grown so strong now There's only one thing on my mind Before my eyes I see it pictured Crystal clear, the way to die With a firm grip around the rifle I am starting my journey towards the tunnel of light Putting the barrel straight into my mouth One swift pull and my brain comes flying out Bodily deterioration In the mind obliteration Determined to relieve myself From this sick abnormal situation