Going Numb

No Motiv

Why canæ?° I
Just feel something besides
Just some numbness?
No pain
No happiness inside
I canæ?° feel at all
I canæ?° seem to
Grasp whatæ?¯ going on
Without going into
Some kind of trance
Itæ?¯ so bizarre
I canæ?° feel at all
I canæ?° see at all
No sign of emotion
Nobody is listening to me no
No nervous reaction
Just another
Blank expression for me
Whatæ?¯ wrong with me?
Senses dull now
Staring at the wall
It must be a defect
Going numb and
I canæ?° feel at all