Dig Deep

Expire

Woe is me
 I dig deep
 I'll never let myself be happy
 It's all just doomed from the start
 I truly want stability
 But I tear everything apart
 Don't have what I want
 Don't want what I got
 Never wanted much
 Never had a lot
 And I pray for the day
 When I can be content in my own skin
 No chances taken
 No chances given
 Help me to understand
 Just why I am the way I am
 I live in fear
 Afraid to fail
 Locked up inside my own jail
 I built these walls, I'm trapped inside
 How much longer can I hide?
 Help me to make it right
 Can't live in fear my whole life