Thomas Was Here

Kenotia

I wonder, can you hear me? 
Have you been here all this time, right here with me?
Or is this all for nothing, am I talking to the air? Nothing here. 
I need you to be here to say goodbye, all this time. 
But years come and go and I still have dreams that your here. 

What's real is the fact that I cant recall the sound of your voice. 
I don't want to lose the memories, the way I lost you. They're all I had. 
Life was never on our side. 

Hard candy and pipes of tobacco, symphonies and apple peels; I see so clear. 
Your arms, your face, your smile, 
all the things I hold so dear are slipping away from me. 
So show me the way 'cause I cannot find it on my own. 
Life has a way of taking away the things I love the most. 

What's real is the fact that I cant recall the sound of your voice. 
I don't want to lose the memories, the way I lost you. They're all I have. 
Life was never on our side. 

Sleep holds no peace for me I cry in my dreams and wake in pain. 
Sleep still holds no peace for me. 
I don't want to dream and wake in pain.

I don't want to lose the memories the way I lost you. 
They're all I have life was never on our side.