Hunting Me

I Am War

So burdened with disgust,
 I wage my war against the world.
 It can seem a losing battle but it's not.
 And I'm going out on my shield.

 How much more can I give of myself?
 I'm looking deep inside,
 If the answers don't come soon I'm fucked.

 But I'd rather die then hide.
 There's monsters hunting me, I would always stand and fight,
 but this beast I recognize. Oh god, not me.

 There's monsters hunting me, or just trapped deep inside.
 but this beast I recognize. Oh god, not me.
 Myself I do distrust, no perfect martyr for the world.
 If I think I'm getting out alive I'm not,
 but I'm going out on my shield.

 I know the score I've been beaten before.
 The answers lie inside, I will never know it all who cares?
 But I know enough to survive.