Even If The Fate Is About To Change


after taking away everything from myself 
i have lived through half of my life 
never abandoned and never forlorn 
yet within this hermitage 
i feel that this fate isn't my property 
and this place belonging to on-one 
just pretends hosting me 

is this the very moment 
when i close my eyes and see the darkness 
and not the abyss hanging above me 
suspended within me? 

now i see through 
i have never been arising but 
like a sack of meat i'm constantly nailed 
onto your enormous fang 
so that you could stare within me for too long 
so that you could take my life away 

like a women pregnant for 20 months languid i wonder around 
in my entrails carrying this huge sack 
which i'll bestow to my child so that earlier it could die 
or not lose time for conscious living his life 
i'll take hours away from him, and save him from useless days 
alive ones, which from now on 
shall be an eternal curse for my entire kind... 

(then through wrapped by black web eye 
i'll look at people unseen to me for so long 
whose gaze will speak to me the only language 
greedy for tasting another one tragedy) 

there is no turning back... 
to win means to lose everything

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