Horrify Through Self-destruction


and laughing at the chains im the first one 
who voluntarily submits to her will 
because this love blooms in humiliation 
and in self-mutilation i cannot express 
because her filthy womb demands a greater sacrifice 
then a handful of silver coins 
then a handful of everything 

in effable pain i'm squeezing in my hands 
my putrid brain though 
there is not enough strength 

to extract out of it just another poisonous drop 
which may infect at least one additional life 

with cracking white shell upon my face 
each neuron crumbles and each cell withers 
i do not know myself anymore 
neither my own memories 

i see only fingerprints, horror and ashes 
i see cut face which fragments i collect 
and 'cause i'm unable to cut with them a throat of mine (or the throats of best others) 
again i'm throwing them aside 
i scrape a mask from my face, a wreath of pink slices of dead meat 
revealing all the bruises, scars and abscesses depicting a map of my anatomy 
and i a dead of the world won't tell you anything beyond the ruin of my life 
the ruin of my life!

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