Diamond Eyed Devil

Blackwood Sarah

my baby's spent
wanna kick him out the door
but the farther away
he loses his taste
and I'm wantin' more

my body is warm
and I can't find a door
open enough
they're all locked and stuck
this nightmare is cold

went all the way down
down to a place I could call
oh but the look on his face
screaming disgrace
he said darlin' it's old
it's old

I'm fishin' for something
can't hold on alone
and I knew he'd be back
he said babe I'll be back
in your arms tomorrow

I keep trying to hide
but it hurts so much more
and I'm running on nothin'
but cocaine and sufferin'
maybe it's old

is this about to be it?
should I give my soul to Jesus?
my heart skips a beat
and I'm cold in my feet
will my blood turn the color black?
and seep through my body bag?
sometimes I'm running
but more times I'm scared

kissin' his lips
know I'm playin' with death
but his eyes are like diamonds in a room full of shit
he smiles and he's got
me an angel I thought
and he grabs on and holds on
I'm takin' my breath

my baby's spent
wanna kick him out the door
but the farther away
he loses his taste
and I'm wantin' more